Random Ranting: With or Without Make-up?

Assalamualaikum pretty ladies!

Just a little ranting, ever since I went into my final semester, I realized that I hardly ever wear makeup everyday. I used to wear it everyday for every other semester, but I guess due to the fact that I have a lot to take care of especially since I'm on my last leg of getting that diploma, I just don't bloody care anymore. Excuse the language, lol.

So anyways, I do sometimes make the effort to look very smart, I do slap on my neutral makeup stuffs which usually includes a moisturizing base, tightlining and waterlining, neutral lip color and lining my eyes, then I'm done. Sometimes, I don't even bother to use any eye make-ups.

So this is how I look every other days that I don't bother to wear makeups. Don't mind the glasses though, it's transitional, it was hot that day, so yeah. Although, one of my main reason of wearing makeup is to hide my self-insecurities, I seem to still have those insecurities of not wearing make-up everyday.

I do still feel insecure being bare-face but somehow, I don't even want to really follow the train of thought, someone I hold dearly so much has also mentioned that with or without makeup, that person rather see me without it, saying that I look sweeter that way. I'm not sure if it's true or not but to think about it, most people won't see our flawed face, they just saw us. They won't see all those acne scars, not really, no.

They won't go and say ,"Oooohh, those acne scars, you should fix it" No, they're nice enough to not say that, well people in my circle are nice enough to not say it. I do seem to have that ugly-face and fresh-face moments. Where my face seems to behave nicely without making my acne scars prominent or whatever and the other way around. I usually try to make sure my face is a little on the fresh side by making sure that I drink enough water and sleep enough (which I'm lacking as there's tons of deadline that I need to cover)

So I usually end up with minor dark circles, I do sometimes just use SPF and brighten up my under-eye area then I'm good for the day. I'm not bothered to refresh my makeup throughout the day because I do wash it off at noon, but when my period comes, I usually like to play up with makeup, still on the neutral side, but more.

So what do you think? With or without makeup?