Assalamualaikum pretty ladies!
Recently, I've gone through a breakup with my long-term relationship with someone who was too special to me. It was something that can't be undone, we've been having fights from early this year and it never let down. But somehow, I wish he would've ended it smoothly and gently, instead of what he did. It's a surprise, it's a blow, though I've remained focus with my studies, but I just can't help letting out a tear or two. I'm pretending to be strong, I mean, who knows? I might fall for the pretense.
I just want to say that, I might be on a hiatus, for a couple of weeks, there's still a few scheduled post being posted after this, but if you haven't seen me update for more than 2 days, let's just say that, it might take me a week or two to get myself blogging again. The hectic schedule, the break up, the exams has been throwing me off balance. Sure, I'll be okay about the break up, I've been positive about it. I have tons of friends who are there to get me going, my mommy who told me off to wake me up from the horrid dream, Allah will give me someone better, someone who I deserve to be with. I know my close-knit group never read my blog, cuz I never told them I had one, but I just want to say, thanks for making me feel like this is not the end of everything, this is the start of something new :')
Anyways, enough of the sadness, here's the good news, I've reached 50 followers already, yeay! And, Rushie for B for Beauty has awarded me with Leibster's (sp?) Blog Award, will get on to that later.
I just want to say that, I might be on a hiatus, for a couple of weeks, there's still a few scheduled post being posted after this, but if you haven't seen me update for more than 2 days, let's just say that, it might take me a week or two to get myself blogging again. The hectic schedule, the break up, the exams has been throwing me off balance. Sure, I'll be okay about the break up, I've been positive about it. I have tons of friends who are there to get me going, my mommy who told me off to wake me up from the horrid dream, Allah will give me someone better, someone who I deserve to be with. I know my close-knit group never read my blog, cuz I never told them I had one, but I just want to say, thanks for making me feel like this is not the end of everything, this is the start of something new :')
Anyways, enough of the sadness, here's the good news, I've reached 50 followers already, yeay! And, Rushie for B for Beauty has awarded me with Leibster's (sp?) Blog Award, will get on to that later.
As a reminder for myself and also a little teaser of what I would present to you:
1. Make-up Review : NYX Jumbo Eye Pencil in Gold
2. Make-up Review : NYX Soft Matte Lip Cream in Antwerp, Milan, Stockholm and Istanbul
3. Make-up Review : NYX Eye/Eyebrow Pencils
4. Make-up Review : Essence Forget it! 3 in 1 Concealer
5. Make-up Review : Essence Long-Lasting Pencils
6. Skincare Review : How I Handle My Acne Breakouts
7. Make-up Collection : What's in My Make-up Bag
8. Make-up Tutorial : Simple Make-up for Sick Days
9. Skincare Review : Follow Me Oil-Control Whitening Mask
This is a lot of promise for someone who has tons of things to do, but InsyaAllah, I would love to try and finish the reviews, though I'm still not sure if I would post the makeup tutorial.. So anyways, if you people want to get in touch, you can actually add my twitter @exoticwaytoburn so see you there :D
I'm on the same boat as you.
ReplyDeleteAlmost 2 years for us.. but he was not right for me after what he did. Although it was not a surprise, I knew it was coming.
Allah will definitely give you someone better. Who deserves you and someone who will love you as much as you will love him. Dont think about the good memories you shared with the person for now. Think about how it good it will do to you.
Trust me, it was really hard for me to decide that it was time to let go. But I cannot keep someone like that in my life.
I hope you'll be okay soon!
In time, you will heal.
Cry it out now later, someone will put a smile on your face.
hello there, Assalam.
ReplyDeletethanks for the advice! it really helps. it does! your words kept me positive about the breakup, though there's good memories, I always steer out of it and think about the advantages of this breakup.
I'll be okay, thanks for caring <3
Hi sweetie, break ups are never easy. It was really hard for me to break up with my first "real" bf. We were together for over 4 years and spent the entire high school together. He just stopped caring about me and was just a crappy boyfriend. :/ You deserve someone that treasures you. My bf after that, we had lots of fights and he even cheated on me. I guess it depends on how much you love a person and how much you will accept and allow. Fighting is inevitable and people disagree with each other all the time. The right partner for you will stick by you no matter what and no matter what arguments you have. We were together for three years and then he passed away suddenly. Life is just full of crap, but if I can pull through, I am sure you can too. I am seeing someone new at the momment and I am sure you will find someone better as well. :) *hugs*
ReplyDeleteHello Anna, thanks for the advice, I must say you went through more than I can handle, a big bow to you :) I think, we have to meet with the wrong person in order to find the right one :) hopefully he'll come sooner for both of us *hugs*
DeleteI'm so sorry to hear about your breakup. It's never easy to dissolve a relationship that's been going on for so long. I remember feeling like I would never meet someone else that knows me as good as my ex was, but I was wrong. It might sound cliche but you're young, you have a lot of adventures ahead of you so embrace that and I'm sure you'll meet a lot of bright, amazing people along the way!
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