Random Ranting : Under the Weather..

Assalamualaikum pretty ladies!

So I am pretty much under the weather and really grateful that love has brought me those cooling pads for foreheads and some soluble panadol, though I prefer tablets, because these solubles are just, blerggh. I prefer drinking Adam Sari but then, even in the midst of my illness, I still found them to taste so blerggh.

So, I went to my Facebook, playing Sims Social, I'm an avid daily player, so email me to add you up if you're playing Sims okay? :D Then I was gonna tag some of my friends up one of the Sims post, so I have to go to my profile to retrieve and tag people to that post. I found out that my profile was changed to Timeline's interface, automatically without my consents!! I was mental and it just gets to me that I didn't even have a chance to click NO, I DON'T WANT A TIMELINE INTERFACE CUZ IT SUCKS, YOU CAN ACTUALLY STALK PEOPLE THERE, now here I am, trying to hide as much things from my past THAT I'm not proud of, my posts about my exes and such, it's not nice when you have those posts if you're going to marry someone else.

But anyways, I actually found this note, credits to me, because I wrote that, yeah baby, I didn't realize I was an avid poem-writer. LOL.

I want a relationship based on trust.
I want a relationship that does not restrict how I want to live my life.
I want a relationship that does not need to say I love you all the time because on the inside we know how we feel for each other.
I want a relationship based on how much we know about each other.
I want a relationship that takes things slowly.


For that someone (The one who steals my heart),
If we're in a relationship..
I don't want you to be suspicious if I ever talk to a guy, walking side by side with a guy..
I don't want you to jump to any conclusions when my credit expired, texting with guys in MSN.
I don't want you to control how I look, how I act.
I don't want you to question my priorities and responsibilities.
I don't want you to tell me that I should change.
I don't want you to play games with me.
I don't want you to be dubious of my love for you.

I just want you to love me.
Show me how much you care about me.
I don't want you to pretend to be someone you're not.
I'll accept you as you are, I will not mind about your flaws.
I want you to trust me. I want you to trust me in making the right decisions.
I want you to show faith for me that I can do everything I want.

Every time I tell you things are fine, I want you to reassure me that things can get better.
Every time I say I miss you, tell me that everything will work out.
Every time I'm down, I want you to listen to me.
Every time things don't go our way, please tell me you'll stay with me.
No matter how much everyone hates our relationship, tell me that you don't care about them, tell me that I'm the one who matters the most.

If we spend time with each other,
Can you please not say I love you all the time?
I don't want you to show how much you love me by just saying it, I want you to prove it.
Can you please kiss me on the forehead so I'll know you never want me for lust.
When we walk with each other, can you hold my hand and never let it go?
I'll laugh to every lame joke you share with me, because you know that I think you're cute when you make those lame jokes.
If we're in the car, I will feel better if you steal glances of me rather than staring at me obviously.
If we come across a red light can you surprise me with a kiss on the cheek?

When you see me cry, can you comfort me and tell me you won't hurt me like that again?
When you see me cry, can you hug me and say that things will be all right?
Can you put a smile on my face?
Can you make me happy, every day of the time we share with each other?
Can you trust me on being loyal to you?

Because I trust you to be loyal to me
I know that no matter how many girls talks with you, chat with you.. I know that I'm the one who matters to you.
No matter when I see you with any girls, I know you will never cheat on me.
I don't want you to declare that you'll love me forever, I don't want you to promise things that are not certain.
I want you to understand me, even if it's just a little. I know it'll takes time to understand me.
I know things can be so complicated as time goes on.

Hopefully things can be as wonderful as I always imagine.
I don't want you for your looks, I don't care of your IQ.
I know things seems to be so subtle because I never show how much I love you.
But that's the evidence how much I love you.
I've been waiting for you ever since I can remember.
I'm afraid to take my chances with you, I know I should take the first move.
Or else things will not be how I imagine.
I want to know how you feel..