Assalamualaikum,
I'm feeling a bit down, I don't know why it felt like things are not imperfectly perfect. Everything isn't in its usual state, it felt like there's something missing. Like sparks are dying down, candles being blown. Tear drops, heart broken, things will never be the same.
I don't know if this is some joke or prank for my upcoming birthday, but for sure it's not a funny one. I feel like I'm on my weakest state, I know for some people, oh man, this girl has another sad moment again? No fun. Sorry to burst your bubble, just because I smile, doesn't mean I have nothing going on inside my heart, just because I laugh, doesn't mean that I don't have any sad stories in my life. Just because I didn't cry in front of people, doesn't mean that my heart is perfectly fine.
I just feel so faraway, so out of the circle and alone. I know I have my bestfriends, but I know they have their own priorities that right now, they only wished for my well-being. I understand that they might not be able to be with me all the time, but somehow I wish things are that simple that I can be with them all the time.
I know I'll be stupid to wish for the past, because it's the furthest thing on earth, if you think it's moon, wrong, because unlike the moon, you can never go back to your past.
I'm feeling a bit down, I don't know why it felt like things are not imperfectly perfect. Everything isn't in its usual state, it felt like there's something missing. Like sparks are dying down, candles being blown. Tear drops, heart broken, things will never be the same.
I don't know if this is some joke or prank for my upcoming birthday, but for sure it's not a funny one. I feel like I'm on my weakest state, I know for some people, oh man, this girl has another sad moment again? No fun. Sorry to burst your bubble, just because I smile, doesn't mean I have nothing going on inside my heart, just because I laugh, doesn't mean that I don't have any sad stories in my life. Just because I didn't cry in front of people, doesn't mean that my heart is perfectly fine.
I just feel so faraway, so out of the circle and alone. I know I have my bestfriends, but I know they have their own priorities that right now, they only wished for my well-being. I understand that they might not be able to be with me all the time, but somehow I wish things are that simple that I can be with them all the time.
I know I'll be stupid to wish for the past, because it's the furthest thing on earth, if you think it's moon, wrong, because unlike the moon, you can never go back to your past.
Hey hun,
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that you're feeling down. And I know it's hard to bring yourself up from that state. Just keep positive and everything should be alright. Maybe you can talk to your friends and set up a time every week/day/month to hang out? I sincerely hope that you feel better soon.
Love, Melli
Btw when's your birthday?
Hey Melli,
DeleteI hardly am able to meet up with my bestfriends because of different class schedules and some of them are overseas, so I've already requested them to have an oovoo date at a certain time and day. hee. I am better now.
My birthday is on the 20th, which is 2 days away, what about yours? :D